going home

Today i woke up again at 11plus hee..recently have been sleeping ard 2 and waking near noon.My breakfast was oxygen.My lunch was my favourite fresh fish teochew porridge from Ang Mo Kio which my sis bought,so nice of her not only today but ever since after i injure myself-blessing in disguise HAHAlol..aniwei have been eating fish porridge everyday,everymeal haa..but dun get tired of it,cos the fish is super fresh,next time when i get well i bring u all go and eat hee.Then i decided to start on my assignment due on the 29th sept which ka hei is helping me to deliver that's why have to finish soon.After slacking and really resting my whole body since 3/9,I did my work today on the bed until my back hurts alot,very suan..sit too long then my leg also cannot anyhow put,so its like very tiring,won't be surprise i can do a split if i continue to sit like tt haa. Then after around like 3 plus ZHifeng msn me and ask if wan him to drop by.I didnt mind cos have company..while my sister was sleeping like pig..haa.Then ZHifeng reached at 5.15pm..he stayed till 6.30pm and left to buy his black shirt which he needs to be in for tmr's consecration dinner dance performance.Then on msn,i talked to vivian then she say she wanna visit me today=) Then,heard ah ma and jiawei oso coming to see me.So happy=) so they all reached around the same time at 7.30pm.Ah ma bought dinner for us=) I ate fish porridge again haa..then got drinks and then go watch tv and online read other ppl's blogs together n helping ah ma think of her new blog web name:crazy empress haa!Then vivian bought the beard papa puff for me leh..was thinking of eating,but didnt ask her buy but jiawei suggested her to buy tt in the end it was wad i wan ..so nice=) then they drew on my cast-The Above.And we finished eating the haagen daaz ice-cream,by courtesy of Angela but i will buy for her again when i can walk.haa.then lastly we took fotos together hee.Thank U Vivi,ah ma and jia wei and not to forget Zhifeng who made their way to see me=) So happy today!!okee.tt's bout it le,if not i'm gonna write another book haa.back to my work!

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Today is wed,the 17th day since I fractured my leg..been very sad about not able to walk.Feel super like a princess and not cinderella.BUt i still prefer to be cinderella,so that i can walk,though being cinderella means having to serve people around me.I think i complain too much about how tired I was serving everywhere,at home etc..I remember going for antioch the day before the accident happened and sharing my prayer request.ie:dun be so clumsy and hurt my legs again and the next day i actually did. I think God is trying to teach me a lesson---To have four lims and be able to serve people is really a blessing,even though our body may tire out,but nevertheless,Still a blessing!
I can't really remember how all that happened,all i know is that during the dance warm-ups that the instructor-Gerard lead us in,those ballet those kinda jump,i landed on my right inverted foot and then i heard a little crack sound.After which, my last toe area became numbed.I thought that it was just another normal sprain,which is always on my right feet cos i've sprained it around 4 times.Who knows after I took X-ray,the doctor diagnosed me with a fracture along the bone of my last toe,she said it should take around 6 weeks to get well,i thought i could dance soon.

BUt after the next review with another doc 2 weeks later,he removed the existing cast which was very smelly HAA after 10 days,nv bathe my leg.He said he had to put the fibre glass to stop any movement of my feet.Dr David-handsome,humorous doctor,said i would have trouble dancing with my cast even in oct and subsequently during Nov even if i removed the cast..He asked when was my performance,i told him Dec,he sighed and said he's afraid i wont be able to make it this time.Wah after i heard,i was like:"so serious meh??why my leg become like that..why why why?who ask me so clumsy=(.." I was very sad,cos i couldnt serve in dance,hearing the dancers say they're looking forward to the performance and that the dance is super fun cos they had finish learning the finale dance moves.And I like the song very much.Now,i'm neither singing or dancing,i'm watching.I'm also angry with myself,for being so clumsy,always...the week before the fracture,i fell down jus climbing up the stairs in sch,and had a big Ba Lu Ku on my knees.That day Auntie Menglan came to my house for a visit,we chatted about my feet condition,she told me she actually arranged me to dance in another part of the dance item too--learning waltz which was not too difficult.BUt because i injured my leg,i had to rest.It's a interesting way of serving with dance and since its a project base thing,i though i could also be invloved in it,but clumsy me,had to fall at this time.=(

Really upset that i cant sing during music space le..now this big blow again..and also all my serving as pianist in church i cannot take up causing inconvenience to other musicians as they have to bear my serving share.Also,i'm like missing school now cos of the super inconvenience to go to sch for just 2.5hrs den go home.Been super sad n down because of my feet condition,perhaps staying at home everyday since 3/9 has been catylst to the way I'm feeling..Yet if i walk on my clutches outside,my arms will hurt alot.So most of the time i'm home.

Everytime i hear the dance music--which is the one on my blog haa,i'll feel the music and would want to stand up and dance.BUt i can't,in the end i always end up moving my hands only.SO silly..I hope i can get well soon.I've already tried my best to be a gd girl,eat more fish and drink more calcium.

After all those sad sharing,I would still like to thank people around me: Uncle Chi Ping and Auntie Amy who U-turn back to church to wait for me after hearing that i injure my leg and cant walk,they drove me home.Auntie Menglan representing also the rest to visit me.Prayers of Antioch cell group,Glowing youths and the whole church.Tommy,William,Ka Hei,Jason,Willa,Li Er for coming to my house every week once.Esp William who cooked for us and taught us mooncake.My classmate Muli who take notes for me and send it personally to my house when she's living at Jurong.
My dad who drives me around even more cos of my leg condition,my mum who serves me like a princess with whatever i wan,my sister who is a great assistant of my mum when she's not around.Ka hei,who gave me the other leg(support) to cheer me up and encourage me when i whine,i cry,i'm sad.ANd lAstly,If I don't have God's blessings,I won't have the above mentioned.So thank you Lord!Long blog haaa...so dear ppl,thank God everyday that you have 4 limbs to walk,eyes to see,ears to hear,nose to breathe,mouth to communicate,and a healthy body to serve people around you!=)

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