going home

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

step up day..

I so sua ku..jus realised i hv been using pacific time but dunno how to change it until i ask my sis..haa..
aniwei today i went to watch "step up"with ah ma,our second movie tog after howl's moving castle.very nice movie cos there's alot of dance inside there.i noe i'm slow la..the movie wanna finish showing le den go n catch but better than didnt hee.oh then wen me and ah ma went into the theatre,it was super pitch dark,both of us couldnt see anything leh..even with out specs..like two blind auntie like tt..then i took out my hp n on the light..den i was holding on to so many stuff..den couldnt hold the fone properly oso..den the light kinda shine at many ppl those kind..feel so bad lor..but realli cannot see sia..haaaa..den when we finally found our seat den ah ma heard"bom bom sound" cos i was holding too many things until i wanna sit down properly oso cannot summore the chair is need to pull down n sit those kind,then everything fell of my hands,super clumsy lor..den in the end finally we sat down n started laughing..n she ask me wads e bom bom sound haa..den after movie we went to window shop(for me) but she bought stuffs..hee..then met joanne oso.

Then i went recording for sum stuffs.Recording was quite fun la..nervous though but still got thru it smoothly thank God,then zhong xian went to fetch li yi cos li yi was there..den actually say wanna send me to nearest mrt de..but in the end,they say if nv jam den send me home.but it jammed n they still send me home..cos for awhile i recognise the roads that wasnt gonna go to any station so i checked with them where was the road leading to n li yi said ohh..we bring u go sell .haaa feel so bad..they tmr still need to work leh..n they stay so far from me.
realli thank God and thank them for their kindness....den on the car he asked how old i was..den i ask him guess lo..he say i look like 19-20 leh!!super happy sia!!den =ppppp i'm sure they r not lying to me=p hehe..they r so kind..on the way still ask me if i hungry.wanted to stop at the mac drive thru if i wanted food.ooo so sweet,i like very long dun have like big bro or sis take cr of me le haaa..well well..nice time chatting with them on the car la..(not bcos they say i look young)hee den wen i alighted i got lost at my house cos i ask them to stop at the wrong lobby which i didnt noe..even i got lost in castle green after stay there for 9 yrs..but its at night so maybe even more difficult to differentiate haa..cos my lobby suppose to hv tennis court de..den i look again..how come they planted big trees n bushes suddenly..i looked n was very puzzled den i look again..cannot be..den i walk out to pool area..n was kinda lost oso..den i stand there for some time..to figure out where is my block..cos all look the same de..haaa...n finally i got home safely hehe..alright..i think i'm to naggy liao...tt's all for the day..take good care=) cyaz

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Monday, November 27, 2006

eagle..

today's another beautiful day that God hath made.I sat by the window to do my Qt...shortly after my prayer i saw an eagle..soaring..it was a beautiful sight.We all know that eagles are known to be manificant birds that are known for its high abilities to catch its prey so accurately and to soar so high in the sky..it's like the"king"of all birds.In the bible it says,
"Even youths grow tired and weary,and young men stumble and fall;but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength.They will soar on wings like eagles;they will walk and not be faint.Isaiah 40:30-31"

God promises us that those who hope in him will renew their strength and soar like eagles..it's such a precious promise to bring us thru gd and bad times.We must constantly remind ourselves to hope in the Lord in every area of our lives even in gd times.

Too often we only lift up our worries when we feel that we can't handle it anymore,but God is actually soverign over every single thing that we do or face everyday.Even the ability to wake up alive in the morning.Unless God intervenes in every part of our life and blesses us,every single thing we do with our own abilities would be in vain.

"Consider what God has done:who can straighten what he has made crooked?When times are good,be happy;but when times are bad,consider:God has made the one as well as the other.Therefore a man cannot discover anything about his future.Ecclesiates 7:13-14"

Let us learn to count every single blessing big or small=) HAve a great week ahead=)

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Saturday, November 25, 2006

booking for christmas party

today(25thnov) i only slept for 4 hrs cos woke up early..then zhifeng and ah ma took turns to wake me up at 5am so that i can go downstairs at 5.30am to book haa.den when i went downstairs it was super cold sia..and then nobody was there,not even the security haaa..i was the only one there.den i jus sat there on the bench and do my Qt n wait lo...den when i was praying halfway i was chased back by the guard..he came at 5.50 and told me to come back at 6.45am..den i was like huh..wouldnt it be too late..den he told me dun worry..6.45am..so i went back home lo..n i msged ah ma..den she say "i think u better go at 6.30am..den i also felt i should..den in the end i went down at 6.30 den i saw a lady already there le..sigh..den she actually helping her neighbour book another one..plus her own one..den she ask if i booking the room den i say yes..den in the end the priority was given to her first cos she reach at 6.20 sia!!!!argh the guard cheat me de=( woke up so early in the end..end up second..den can only book the other inner room lo....but aiya..thank God i still got to book at least one and we can carry on with the party..okee..so tired today.....tk cr everybody..Vivian happy bday!May God continue to use you to do his work=)
gd night everyone..=)

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cheers

yeah!!today(24th nov) wen i went to the yio chu kang mrt i saw that they turning the clinic into cheers..so happy!den next time hungry can buy food from yio chu kang,dun hv to buy from ang mo kio or khatib le..hee..

ooo aniwei tmr i have to wake up at 5am haa!!cos have to book the function room for our 2nd glowing theme party hee..today night i went down to check den the security guard ask me to come down tmr25th one month b4 the actual day to book ..and he said today got many ppl 6plus in the morning came down queue to book the room le.den he say gotta see who come first..i think tis is so funny lo..hee..tmr i shall go down at 5.30am den haa!!be the first to go there..cos only have 2 room..den onli 2 ppl can book lo...haa.okee i shall bring my Qt material down n sit by the pool while waiting and watch sunrise haa!!feel quite excited la..first time wake up so early to queue for such things-_-''' haa i think many pppl rather stay home n sleep right..but bobian..hv to book ma..so hv to make e best of everyday n be excited abt it..haaa..okee i better go sleep le..havent woken early for so long..gd nightz n tk gd cr everyonez
thank God for every breath i take...=)

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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

so cold..

Today(wed22th)was walking home at night..the weather was super cooling..like early stages of winter in hk..haa..den i crossed the road at the yio chu kang mrt there..the blinking lights were so fast..summore my leg not say fully recover..before i could reach,the green man turned red le..then a thought came to my mind..i was wondering if old people were to cross the road even more xin ku leh..for me at least i still have another young leg to jump across..for old ppl..their two legs very feeble...cannot jump lo..den cos some vehicles..esp youngster drivers all very impatient de..will honk at them..or those moto bike will step on their accelerator to scare them a little..so poor thing.. aniwei i didnt blog abt wad the doc said after i went for my review at hospital yest...

I went there,took X ray..den went in to see doctor...doctor said my bone was almost joined up le.he asked me to wriggle my feet...but seems not so nibble le..esp near e last toe there..seems funni leh..he also saw..and he said right nw it should be alright ba..however,if my last toe still cannot move well after some time then i have to go back le..cos he scared my toe crooked..den wad he said frightened me alot.."oh i think you must watch it,if you still observe this then might have to do an operation,break the bone and insert a metal piece in to aline the bone.." then i looked at him with a frightened face..n gave a "HUH.....=S" then he said..ya...haiyo..hmm..realli have to take cr of my feet properly le..i ask him wen can i run..he said 6 more months-_-''' den i cant exercise le ah?aiyo..i think ride bicycle can la hor...
hmm..tt's about it...pls pray for me too!!thanks!!

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Tuesday, November 21, 2006

finally!!

Thank you Lord for bring me thru my 2nd yr of uni,it wasnt easy at all..but u brought me safely thru the gd n the bad times...thank you so much..

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Saturday, November 18, 2006

exam..

Left dress:$135 Right:$145

Bubble dress:$135

Left dress:$105

hmm..yest exam was kinda tough..dunnno why this time cant finish in time.couldnt really conc n was panicking looking at e clock go ticking.and for the first qn..i'm already stucked..same as wad i eavsdrop from other ppl wen i was in the toilet after i came out..mm but over liao..left 1 more paper to go..jus have to keep running..

oh yest b4 i went for my exam i went to destress a lil..went to far east with ah ma..to do her fyp research den i gave a crazy idea..

ah toot"lets go tangs to try prom gowns!!!" haaa

ah mah:"huh...???r u sure...???but we got no prom wor.."

ah toot:" yes arh..tt's how i destress wen i was taking my a levels.."

ah ma.."reluctantly said..okee ba..haaaa"

den wen we reach there we looked at all e gowns...saw many jc,sec sch ppl trying cos their prom approaching le.den we pretend we oso jus finish exams looking for gown oso..haa

ah toot:"we take 2 each to try okee..den we can take foto!!weee!"

ah ma:"i think wad we r doing is absolutely absurd!haa"

ah toot:"aiya..once in e while ma.fashion show!girl's play haa.."

ah ma:"okeee..i prefer 2 piece de.."

ah toot:"is it..??i like tis white gown..but seems lik for ppl who go ROM wear de leh..dun try le..lets go e other side see.."

ah mah:"okee hey..tis is nice..bubble dress..."

ah toot:"yea..nice but isit too short for me?nvm bring in n try..haaa"

ah ma:"okee lets go!!!quick.."

ah toot:" ah mah..here!here!!fitting room at e corner de..no one will see us haaa..."

den we end up in e room tog..here r some fotos to share..

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Friday, November 17, 2006

new fren made

Wahahaaaaa!!!!!today is finally my exam(fri 17th)..been so stressed studying for it...it's like all the papers n books flying around my room.den so much dust ever since i injured my leg haaa..no wonder i keep sneezing..n even fall sick last week...
Oh yea..yest wen i was super flattened by my books n full scap that i couldnt breathe properly,ah ma intro me to her tuition kid,pri 6 tis yr,sec 1 next yr haa..she's called sin yee..ah ma say she is like me..oso called
Princess Malu or Princess Clumsy..always blue black here n there de..n oso like to cook haaaa...i had a nice time chatting with her with ah ma..n i hope she can come fellowship one day.AH ma n my prayer..
ahhh..hmm.yest after ka tai msg abt the program tis sat den i dreamt of it leh..i dreamt tt we all go marina outing...i was e first few to reach..den still waiting for the rest to reach haa cos they late liao haaa....den was expecting many new frens=) den after tt i woke up le..to pee wee haaa..
k tt's all....Lydia...jiayou for ur exams!!!!-_-''haaaa....byebye=)

Wait!! let me reply my prince first:"my dear prince,I will wait patiently for u de..go ahead n attend to ur stuffs...give u my fullest support!"

HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHA too stressed le..byebye....

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Friday, November 10, 2006

white hair..

today was usually a beautiful day of grace,woke up n got addicted to the books ah ma helped me buy from baptist book store..until i couldnt do much revision for my exams..=S den went out in the evening to have dinner with jason n ah ma..den take cabbie to church..wha was peak hour summore orchard rd there contruction..didnt have vacancy for cabie n it was still drizzling..den i prayed for God to give us cab fast fast so tt we wun be late for e talk...den realli ah,God gave us cab...one cab came from afar..den i was so excited told jason n ah ma there's empty cab afar..then they say where where??on call not..haaa den in e end wasnt on call wor!n it stopped n pick us...the talk was very good..the pastor as humorous as usual..tt's why didnt fall alseep.then after tt i went to toilet..long long queue of aunties..hey i'm not one of them k..n then wen i was washing my hands den i saw my hair!!!!" there's white hair!!!!!!!!"=( why why..white hair..i very long never have white hair le..haaaa it's a sign of wisdom sia!!Haaa!!!but den is it wisdom or a fact i have to accept that i am gonna expire soon le..=S another day gone..tmr gotta wake early for sing prac lo..byebye everyone..

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Sunday, November 05, 2006

news...

Just read somewhere...
COLORADO SPRINGS, Colo. - The Rev. Ted Haggard was dismissed Saturday as leader of the megachurch he founded after a board determined the influential evangelist had committed "sexually immoral conduct," the church said Saturday.
Rev. Ted Haggard said Friday he bought drugs and received a massage from a male prostitute but denied having sex with him.
The prostitue exclaimed:"It made me angry that here's someone preaching about gay marriage and going behind the scenes having gay sex." so sad after i read this....the rev had a family and wife...but what insecurity in this marriage had made him go look for another guy?aiyo......

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Friday, November 03, 2006

sick again

I remember being sick from whole of mid-april till end of june..then recovered ard July..den i injure my leg..den i didnt drink much water during the haze period cos going to the toilet was big hu-ha for me..then after the haze is better and my leg better,i fall sick again-_-''' yest after day out with li er,when i reached home,i began to have sorethroat and my nose was very umconfortable.COulndt sleep at all yest night..kept tossing and turning..then today morning went to see doc..ate e medicine,could sleep better cos drowsy..but the medicine makes me hungry ah..li er came my hse today to do manicure with my sister,both "ah-nia"happily sit down in the living room and took like 3 hrs to paint their nails..while i was sleeping,could hear them chatting den i took my bolster to cover my ears..aunties talk sia....haa....couldnt realli sleep cos they were chatting n the music was on in my dad's room,den oso i kept drinking water and drank 2 litres today..woke every 1 hr to shi shi all the virus out(then ah ma said lydia why u sleep until so busy?)haa den when they left for dinner,i woke up n was feeling hungry cos the medicine quickly digested my fish porridge i had.Then i went to the kitchen and was walking around the fridge..opened the fridge cos yest my sister bought me this super fudgy cake from taka(the one she bought for qiunan bday)super nice cake!den keep opening the fridge to see e box..the box was exclaiming"eat me-eat me..nice nice yummy yummy" super tempting but i didnt reply to it..sigh..so i had to close the fridge in disappointment..nvm..i can eat it again when me n vivian gets well(btw we caught the same virus)alright i go shi shi den go sleep le....gd night..everyone eat more vit C and drink more water ya....tk gd cr....nite nite..

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Thursday, November 02, 2006

HDB tai tai day out!haaa

Saw this baby top from "topshop"so cute right!!wahaha!!!so puny!!imagine the baby wear..super cute sia!!!-_-'' baby clothes crazed!haaa

Ding Tai Feng's Xiao Long Bao.roar!!

Prawn strip ..oso very nice!!yummy!

Today is 1 week from the day i took you the cast=D didnt deliberately go celebrate but jus nice agl got her pay !!haaaa!!den we passed by Ding tai feng xiao long bao and stoood there quite some time den decided to all go in haaa cannot resist the temptation of the xiao long bao and oso havent eaten for some time le haa.
Wah seems like i go and eat good food ever since my leg recover haa.need to "bu"my leg man haaa..today we all went wisma den went taka,walked for 2 hrs,cant imagine my speed of walking is 0.25m/h still can walk so many places,but very tiring la..haaa..nice day out today!now den i know that the orchard mrt there constructing things..havent been out for very long le..haaa kk eveybody sleep well sleep tight..gd night!=p
A'level ppl jiayou..!!=)

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haagen daaz summer berries!!

wahaha..a cooling day,raining cats and dogs..then i went to the kitchen,open the fridge,my yummy summer berries ice-cream that my mummy bought for us!then i retreat into my cosy room and open the cover,wahh it's jus splendid,dark rich chocolate that melts in your mouth,together with the summer berries ic-cream,perfect on a rainy day ,i super recommend!!haaaa..and then i saw a part of foto stucked bet purpose driven life book,i opened it..guess what???haa!!my sister go and stuff Mr W and her foto as a bookmark-_-''''' lol...dear cute sis....u bring happiness and laughter into many ppl's lives arh...proud of u!

time to go out le...first time back to wisma after my leggie injury.....tata...
guys..remem to bring umbrella out everyday,cos now is "winter"le haaa..=p

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Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Another day of grace..

Yest was my last assignment submission for this yr,yeah after my exams then i finish yr 2 le.haa.so fast.I woke up quite late cos was chatting with my sis as usual b4 we went to bed..and woke up at 11plus.Then i took a break today and simply just rest,sleep,chat,surf ard,and read up purpose driven life again and purpose driven youth ministry haa.why all purpose driven?cos without a God there won't be purpose for living and without purpose for living,life will be meaningless,without this meaning,there won't be hope or any significance in whatever you do.And with a clear purpose,your mind is set to do things that are purposeful,cos u're focused.
I'm half way thru the purpose driven youth ministry le,those who wanna borrow i can leave at the glowing library after i finish reading haa.=) My sista is not back from her party yet!haa her first time going to pub i think,besides those who knew about her alleybar incident(of jus walking in n telling the waiter b4 he asked that she was looking for a fren,n then exited the plc)haaaa i hope they enjoyed themselves hee.Today is another day of grace,a history formed from yest,a day closer to eternity.Jiayou ah those A'level students!!!!last lap!!

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11:48 PM

Obedience

Read a book these few days entitled"A prayer that moves heavens" by Ron Mehl

It talks about King Jehoshaphat in the old testimony,who has to face a sudden invasion upon Jerusalem,without any warning,no defense and no plan,and how he seeked God despite these sudden invasion.It also teaches us how to pray in obedience when the storms roar in from out of nowhere.

There's a phrase inside that says: You can build an ark,but only God can bring the great flood.
You can march around the walls of Jericho,but only God can bring them down.You can have people sit in groups of fifty,but only God can feed five thousand from a tiny sack lunch.You can take steps of obedience in your marriage,but only God can bring the restoration and blessings.

It's really true,often we grab alot of things very tightly eg.Our family,our studies,our health,our career,our interest,our relationships,our wealth,that we forgot that actually everything that we have all belonged to God and he could take it away anytime he wants to.Imagine if one day,God were to take all these away from you like you suddenly get a kind of illness that doctors cant cure,or take the person you love away from you,or worse,take everything away from you and you're left with nothing in the world,can you still go back to church and worship or serve him?Too often we answer "we can"too quickly like Peter,But when things happen how ready are we?To still have that act of obedience and trust Him to bring us thru...it's really not easy,the young or the old have to learn...no one can escape ...
The young have their studies ,etc to worry,the working people have their own worries,the old retired people have their stress too,the singles have their own troubles,insecurity,the married have their worries too,eg.will my spouse leave me from illness,or will my child be healthy or abnormal?Alot of uncertainties,and we cant always wait for these uncertainties to happen before we go back and seek the Lord.We must always be on guard and alert,to prepare ourselves for deep crisis.We can't know in advance what a day will bring,but we can live with the assurance that God does.we've gotta constantly reflect and remind ourselves...that God is solely the one we're living for,if all other things r taken away,we still didnt lose that purpose.What is the one thing or things that we are grabbing tightly now which is not our sole purpose for living???

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