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Lydia Tan
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Monday, January 29, 2007
Aunt's visit..

Being girls r so ma fan to some extent..when aunt visit,sometimes u get very very serious cramps..that u vomit.n it's really Super painful that u can just cry!....n ur face jus turn white like paper not exaggerating...n there's nothing u can do but to pray and either take pink panadol or just bear with it with some hot water..the last time happen to ping during glowing camp 2 yrs ago and during sing prac last yr..see her face turn green..n she was so in pain.n then to my sis who vomited at novena mrt platform tt time....tis time my turn again.........=/ but thank God i was home..can rest...
Those mummy say giving birth is 100 times the pain than this.=../ but oso heard tt give most who birth liao than no more cramps next time.
12pm pain until 2pm..i tried not to depend on the medicine n jus get some rest cos it's not healthy ma but after the rest the pain got so much worser..can jus stay there n cry n pray n cry n pray in pain...den really go take pink panadol to eat..finally after another 2 hrs it got well.
hai agony of being a woman..the guys wun understand de ..cos even some gurls dun understand the pain oso.debbie says it's cos of irregular meals..but i do eat regular meals haa..but perhaps not healthily all the time..maybe there r other causes oso...like drinking too much liang2 (cooling) stuff prior to tt...

Really thank God tt he give the doctors wisdom to invent pink panadol for women...but i hope i dun hv to tk it the next time if possible...

Thank God i am fine now...


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Sunday, January 28, 2007
De Zeng's spiritual birthday

modelling day-_-''' haa

ge ge's trade mark pose haaa...


[In the same way,I tell you,there is rejoicing in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents.Luke 15:10] SUper happy dezeng accepted Christ le!!=D May God bless him in his life as he continue to live by his grace everyday and also may he grow in the LOrd!Amen!


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Thursday, January 25, 2007
fotos...

Big chef cooking vegeterian mutton curry..so yummy u noe!!=p...

Men cook,women supervise lol...



22nd century men doing cooking...haaa...


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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
Another wake..

Today during evening time i was on my way to attend and be pianist for zhili and kaifu's grandfather's wake.For information purpose,their grandmother passed away 2-3weeks ago on the 7th jan after a fall,and shortly their grandfather age87,passed away after last stage of cancer.
Anyway,I was on bus 163 passing by Yio chu Kang rd..listening to music....then suddenly the bus suddenly brake and Siam one motor bike!The brake Screeched really loudly!!!!!!Thank God the bus driver Siam him in time..if not surely gone le.Everyone on the bus was in a state of shock!The bus almost bang into the motorist..i almost almost witness an accident before my eyes!Was very scared...and took some time to calm down....after i calm down then i could pray and thank God that he saved the guy from death..i pray that guy can quickly know God if he isnt a christian yet..no one was injured,thank God!

During the wake,during the sermons..during the singspiration part..all those once again encouraged me that God is our strength,our hope,our comfort in gd n esp bad times,in Him we really really can hav confidence and trust and that in Him we really really have eternal hope no matter how sad or worried we might be nw.He is so good.

Really hope more young ppl like you and I can go down to support those elderly wake or at least keep them and family in prayer if cannot make it.Cos it's when in sad down times that our concern and comfort to our fellow brother's and sister that bring them the most support.Weddings,parties,celebration of joy,everyone can go..easy to rejoice...it's the funerals and sad times that is harder to go thru and our support mean alot to them.

May my hands serve the Lord..as long as it can still move.......


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Prayer

Just finished this booked called"a busy woman's guide to prayer"and learnt something from it..

Prayer is not a duty..prayer is a priceless gift,it's all about a relationship with God.Imagine how unworthy we are,but God gave us this privilege to connect with him again thru prayer..such a blessing!

Prayer is not only when we need something then we ask,but it's more a relationship with God..to know him better and acknowledge that we are so helpless without him,and brings us back to his sovereignty in our lives.
How do we pray with a Godward focus?
Praying with praise acknowledges God faithfulness in our lives in gd times and trusting that he will deliver us thru hard times.Praying with God's words acknowledges God's promises to us and as we pray his promises,our prayers become filled with faith instead of doubt.
I was once again reminded that God is always with us..so no matter where we are we can talk to him...prayer doesnt have to be formal,choose the right words before you tell God your struggles..but just simply pouring out our hearts totally..when we sit,we stand,we sleep,we wake,we work,we go to sch..God is with us..so at any moment we can just communicate with God..not necessary onlywhen there is urgent prayer request..praying anytime anywhere let us experience God more.

In the book,it also says that prayer releases God's power and brings his grace and help to us in our earthly needs and needs of others.When we pray,we exercise our faith in believing that God provides.In the process of praying,our hearts are changed as well,i personally experience this very much.Just like a passage inside the book: Humble yourselves in your own estimation under the mighty hand of God,that in due time He may exalt you,casting the whole of your care[all your anxieties,all your worries,all your concerns,once and for all on HIm for He cares for you affectionally and cares about you watchfully]

verses that we all can hope on much : Psalms 29:14
[Wait for the Lord,be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord]
Galatians 6:9
[Don't get discouraged and give up,for we will reap a harvest of blessings at the appropriate time.]

realise that this verse repeats twice..to wait for the Lord...which is also my comfort and strength that God is there watching over everything.
Quoted from the book:Obedience is the only path that leads to the glory of God.When you're not hearing from God,think back to a place where you failed to obey him.Do what he instructed you to do back there at the bend of the road,and you'll find things will open up and you'll begin to hear his voice again.And along the path of obedience,we may find surprising blessings.

Besides praying only for our needs,it is a reminder that praying for others is also very important,it's the best way we can love people besides wanting to do so much for them cos "unless God builds the house,the labourers would have laboured in vain"..when was the last time that I pray for the children in northen thai?For ppl who r hungry at the other end of the world?FOr our relatives/friend's salvation?For our mummy n daddy siblings, grandparents for God to watch over them and keep them safe from danger?For people who are sick?For our friends who may be very busy and frantic about what's going on in their lives? There's a voice inside me recently that always say:"don't take your loved ones health and safety for granted,be alert,must continually pray for them every single day and ask for his mercy,cos it is God who gives and blesses,and he can also take it away if it's in his plan."

In the bible,Paul does not ask us to spend some of every day in prayer.He is much more radical..he asks us to pray day and night,in joy,in sorrow,at work,at play,without intermission or breaks.For Paul,prayer is like breathing.
It is my prayer that I can exercise prayer until it is like breathing to me and same for you too.=)

Really thank God that during this period before i start school i can have very much time to hear his voice every single day...and had plenty of reflections...
Looking at my friends,one by one getting married soon,and then looking back at my parents,grandma every single day ageing...and helping people to be pianist for their family member who passed away and many other experiences during the free time i have perhaps made me more aware of what's happening ard me and to pray for them more than just asking God to make a way for me in times of what i'm going thru.

I must share something!=) which i'm so thankful and very touched abt..during glowing camp one of the nights...the girls gathered in the room and had a nice warm sharing session of what to pray for one another,our struggles and what we learn from the camp talks,it's a rare chance to sit down n pray tog cos every day everyone is busy with their own stuffs.We held hands in a circle...and we tooks turns to pray..every single one prayer aloud to God for the person whom they are burdened to pray for...thru this whole process..i was greatly moved,n the tap jus came on(dun think anyone knew lol)..i thank the Lord for sisterhood...that thru all that we go thru in life we come tog knee down before God to pray for one another,supporting one another.what a wonderful beautiful picture..haaa the guys wun get it lol kiddingz..
God works when we pray!
another long long post...haaa


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Monday, January 22, 2007
Learning to give despite a time of loss..

Every mondays,usually my sister and I will set aside time to visit our grandma for the whole day...it's been some time..perhaps like 2-3 months since i started to suddenly feel very withdrawn and can't seem to like give emotional support to my grandma.....in the sense that talk to her really patiently and understanding her loneliness and pacify her insecurities.Today my sister saw her leg..n i looked at it..it was getting super super crooked...and there's so much inconvenience and pain when she walks......have been praying for her very much,for her salvation and health, however there seems to be no way out....i really dunno how to pray for her..hmm..cos her leg is so crooked..cant' be pray that GOd make it straight again so that it has no pain right...can only pray for her that after medication it will be better...but seeing her like that really hurts my heart alot!Really dunno how to help her..It's been almost 9 months ever since my grandfather passed away,thru this 9 months whenever she can,she will take the cd of my grandpa's last trip to china out to watch..whenever i am there to visit her..she will also take it out to watch..and to "watch my grandpa talk.."
She watches the disc so many times until 2 vcd player in my uncle's hse spoil liao....
she definitely misses him alot until now...and that she's all alone now...she feels very lonely.Although my uncle and family stays with her,they have work and sch till evening and even when they bring her out this and that it's not enough to cover that lonliness.Then during evenings everyday,she will go and work...BUt look at her leg...how to still go n work..to go and wash plates!standing all the way....yet if she doesnt work there's nothing for her to do,she will think alot...she wans to work oso.

During Christmas,i was busy with the musical and other recordings..so didnt really visit her.....then on new yr morning she called my fone when i was at isaac's plc..i was sleepy...and i knew what she wanted to ask..cos she will call every single day to ask if i was visiting her...and if i don't she will sound very dissapointed..so that day i passed the fone to my sister to ans for me instead cos i was tired and quite sian of the questioning and to bao gao to her....then she went to ask my sis to pass it back to me and ask me this.."issit i tao yan her,dun like her..why dun pick up her call this and that.." when i heard that..i was like"huh..no la..." she misunderstand me liao.....hai.... i can sense her insecurity,i feel so bad!....but at the same time..i feel so withdrawn...i dunno why...i used to be able to give her the patience that i could for the pass 1 yr....isit that i emotionally lost something?that i can't give anymore?or isit cos me myself facing insecurity that i cant continue to give love to my grandma who needs it more in this time when she feels so lonely..so lack of security?BUt for me,despite what insecurities i have,it's God and his love that makes us complete in HIm and that makes me able to continue to give and care for other ppl instead of just looking at my wet shoes right??... can only pray and ask GOd to sustain me and renew and replenish what i lack in my weaknesses..and for strength to care for her and be very patient to her insecurities.Can keep my grandma and i in ur prayers too?thanks alot!


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Sunday, January 21, 2007
never bring wallet

Yest antioch was locked in church,till like 10.40pm then the rescue team"Auntie molly and uncle kim tian" came by to open lock for us..we were like trapped in a building like that..so hungry,no food..haa

Then reached home so late and slept late,then today had to wake up very early to go to church...i went out of home ,thought i slipped my purse into my bag.....rushed down,hailed a cab...during the whole journey to church i didnt check if i had money or not!aiyo!then when i told the taxi driver to stop infront of that church then seeached for my purse."GOSH!!no purse!!!" i was panicking..and panicking n panicking...
den i told uncle to wait..leaving all my belongings on the cab..rushed to the fellowship area..Thank God i saw Ke shi mu..i asked if she had 10 dollars to lend...wow..really an experience for me man..esp when so tired then havent really woken up from my sleep then got surprise shock haaa.phew!

Thank God he provides ah..if not i oso dunno wad i'm gonna do man...


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Friday, January 19, 2007
met up with huiyi

This is my JC classmate huiyi haa...last time she was in basketball team in JC haahaa..AFter 5 long years i finally met up with her.Past few years,have been busy with our own stuff.Today's met up and catching up was great.Great in the sense that after 5 years that we didnt meet,she finally accepted Christ le..and is serving quite actively in church-city harvest right nw.
God is awesome,amazing at how He works!actually no words fit enough to describe the greatness of GOd.....
During my JC dayz ,got to know her better..and found out that she had some doubts about christianity although she heard abt God before,and although i tried to share with her the gd news once again during once waiting for teacher to come for tutorial and still slacking ard HAHAHA,however something was stopping her from giving her life to Jesus..thru those 2 yrs..on n off tried to invite her to our church but somehow she jus didnt respond.on n off pray for her during those dayz but lost it after didnt keep in contact with her..today's convo.she told me that she actually kept the invitation of the "aplha course"phamplet which OBC organise that time.
N today finally..she told me she had baptised liao.....WHAO!amazing!!!It's really God who is always working in the hearts of people...i saw how she struggle to give her life to Jesus..till now she gave her life to him...only GOd can change the hearts of men...I'm feel so thankful to God for all these.Praise God !He hath made everything beautiful in HIs own timing.=)

i miss JC days hmm...

Aniwei..she shared with me that she knew of many ppl who passed away just so sudden over the past few yrs,one of which she shared was this: 18 years old..this very young guy...just passed away last week cos of sudden relapse of Leukemia..so young...so full of potentia,Christian...but God took him away so suddenly...life is so fragile..so vunerable...let's learn to be grateful and make use of our everydays to the fullest for God alone to really spread the gd news of gospel all around thru our daily actions of testimonies and thru our sharing.
Although at many times,we don't understand why such things happen to us or people around us,where life is so full of ups and downs...but God is still sovereign,for everything that He allowed, to happen has His mei yi and reason to it,one that manifest his glory and for us to grow.And thru all that happened,it made me really have to totally depend on him every single day.He wiped every tear that we shed,he comforts us,he is our shepherd,that we shall not be in want.He is the one who can give and also the one who can take away..he is in control..
The promise that he has for us:"I will never leave you nor forsake you.." is really very precious to me..i hope it is for you too=)


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Thursday, January 18, 2007
cheese tofu

A week ago i went out with Polly to heerens there..then i passed by somerset and wanted to buy cheese tofu..but the whole stall become taka jewellery le..oH my cheese tofu*sobz*dunno where the stall move to oso..i miss my cheese tofu..=/


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Tuesday, January 16, 2007
yi le!!


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Monday, January 15, 2007
Kids again


Matilda:5 yrs old but dun play play with her ah..
she's super witty n very smart...
Some of the convsersations with her during the wedding dinner:
Matilda: oh no..i just bump into 2 palm trees(my daddy n my uncle)
Me: matilda..where do u live?
Matilda: Sembawang..
Me: ohh that's so near my house..
Matilda: where u live?
Me: Yio chu kang..u know where is yishun??yea somewhere near there..
Matilda: knod her head..
Me: so do you like to swim??wanna come my hse n swim?
Matilda: yea i like .. but my house has a swimming pool too why dun u come over to my hse to swim?
Me: ohh sure?why dun we go to each other's house to swim?
Matilda: yea okay,then she says to her mummy,"mom, can we fetch her to our house?it's just a ride away"
Me: i was amused cos the words she uses is not wad we adults would use for casual talking.we'll prob wun say just a ride away..we'll say so near ah or so near only meh haa...
then i asked if she liked to dance.then she said yes she loves to BUt her mummy hasnt enrolled her into the ballet class yet.Wow enrolled for a 5 yr old child is a chim word lo....haaa
i'm so amazed lol...


Another niece of mine..3 months old









kids n kids n kids... Yi le says: wow take foto with preety lydia ah yi of cos drool la=pppp


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New yr resolutions

New Year resolutions-Theme :认认真真
                    
                     认认真真 的 听神的声音,仰望,单单倚靠神 不论在顺境或逆境
                     认认真真 的 事奉,顺服 祂 
                     认认真真 的 靠靠着祂的恩典来过每一天
                    
                                                 


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Thursday, January 11, 2007
cyst

Common gynaecological tumour in women:
What is a fibroid tumour?Fibroid tumours are usually benign (non-cancerous) tumours most often found in the uterus, although they occasionally develop in other organs which contain smooth muscle cells. They are the most common gynecological tumour in women. I should think 25 n above may have risk of getting it..

Description of fibroid tumourFibroid tumours are solid tumours which are made of fibrous tissue, hence the name 'fibroid' tumour. Fibroid tumours vary in size and number, are most often slow-growing and usually cause no symptoms. Approximately 25% of fibroid tumours will cause symptoms and need medical treatment.Fibroid tumours may grow as a single nodule or in clusters and may range in size from 1 mm to more than 20 cm in diameter. Fibroid tumours are the most frequently diagnosed tumour of the female pelvis and the most common reason for a woman to have a hysterectomy. Although they are often referred to as tumours, they are not cancerous. The cause of fibroid tumours has not actually been determined, but most fibroids develop in women during their reproductive years. Fibroid tumours do not develop before the body begins producing estrogen. Fibroid tumours tend to grow very quickly during pregnancy when the body is producing extra estrogen. Once menopause has begun, fibroid tumours generally stop growing and can begin to shrink due to the loss of estrogen.Fibroid tumours may be erroneously called fibroid cysts.

Must be wondering how come i suddenly post this kinda info right...hMM today went to hospital to visit this sister from our church who just had an op to remove this cyst,non-cancerous tumour .It was 3.smth cm ..i saw the foto..it was very big to me liao.I asked if it was common for a woman ,and those woman n mummys all said yes..rather common problem.In fact,many women in our church undergo tis op to remove it.I also heard that the cyst can be like 7 cm or 14..whom ppl in church had.hmm..then after i heard it made me ponder quite alot...i dunno how come suddenly i thought of the marriage vow..haa
..doesnt seem to link right..maybe cos tis sis is married ba...but still dun link?
But well...in happy times of cos the couple can be very loving....but in times of bad times like sickness and ill health it's not easy to hold on and walk thru tis life tog,u have to continue to love and care for the person no matter what state the person is in ..till death do us part.it's not anymore abt the romantic feelings during courtship or abt the happy moments preparing for the wedding....it's much more than just that..
..that is what the marriage vow is all about.... it's not easy..
...wen i saw the sis,her hubby took some milo and stir it until it cooled a little den let her drink.though it's a small gesture n help maybe to him,but it's not what we can take for granted of..during her op he didnt stay at the hospital cos will make him more nervous..so he went out for a walk..n then he jokingly said he walked so much n perspired so much that he smell so much that after the op..his wife woke up faster cos of his smelly smell haaa....so funny..yet so sweet...
btw many couples address each other either by name,nickname or darling tis n tt..but she addresses him as her ah lao..heee..everytime i see them..i can somehow taste the sweetness in their marriage..=) May GOd bless her recovery in his time and bless her family n hubby with wisdom and strength to take cr n help her in tis period.if you all happen to know who she is,then pray for her by name ya?=)


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some animals to share hee

My cousin's hamster called bebe..look!!!so small!!!but very cute!=D
Some animals to share=)

Joeyee's parrot -Name: "nameless" haa..


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Tuesday, January 09, 2007
Qt sharing

Qt sharing: 8th Jan

"BUt this happened that we might not rely on ourselves but on God.."2corinthians 1:9

What purpose does God have in allowing his children to enter a wilderness experience?Throughout the church's history writers and observers who have made a special study of this strange phenomenon-the wilderness experience-are generally agreed and divided into 7 types.

1) Humiliation-a savage and plausible attack upon one's reputation in which lies are told and imputations made that sear the soul.

2) Suffering-physical,mental and spiritual,prolonged and undeserved.

3) Bereavement-those who are young and whose deaths appear to be most untimely.

4) Estrangement- the distance that comes through the breaking of close relationships with one's family and friends.

5) Doubt-where some have to pass and where faith often lies torn and bleeding.

6)Dereliction-the awlful sense of being forsaken by God.

7)Failure-perhaps even the failure of one's life's work.

These 7 experiences form the fiercest test of life,and there can be little doubt that they are the hardest things which mortal men and women are called upon to bear.We shall never fully understand on earth the full purpose of this type of testing,but even on earth we can understand that a purpose lies behind it.Trusting that purpose is not easy,but it is what every child of God is called to do.

Prayer: O Father,whatever tests you subject me to,help me never to let go in the darkness of what i have discovered in the light.May my trust always be in you.In Christ's Name I ask,Amen.

Quoted from the book:
Strong at the broken places


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Saturday, January 06, 2007
fruitful day

Busy but fruitful day,from 10.45am in church,Qiunan invited me to be her demo pianist for CVCF (NUS da xue tuan qi)hee last min but i had the honour n pleasure to serve them in God's ministry=) feel happy to meet all of them n enjoyed myself too.Then went to meet sis for lunch den back to church again for urgent discussion haa then back to 4th floor for worship prac...then after that went to miao zhu jie's hse for dinner..nice sharing n fun time laughing oso haaa!!fruitful busy day..thank God for everything=)


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Thursday, January 04, 2007
quick facts

Some quick facts=)

quick fact1: Weddings galore--King Solomon,the son of David,is the most-often married man in the whole bible.The king had seven hungred wives(all of royal birth) along with an additional three hundred concubines(1 king 11:3)

aiyo..so many wives..-_-'''

Quick fact2: It is true that a thirsty camel can drink enormous amounts of water very fast,about 25 gallons in approx 10 mins.Its also true that a camel can travel 4 days without taking a single drink of water.It is however not true that water is stored in its hump.The camel's hump actually stores food.It is a mass of muscle ard which fat accumulates.A camel can be fed at the beginning of a trip and not again until the end.After a long hard journey,the hump shrinks and it flops to one side..haaa

Quick fact3: Testament is another word for "covenant"-meaning an agreement,contract or pact.Old and new testament are God's covenant with his people.

Something I've learnt today.Quoted from the book: 1001 surprising things you should know about the BIble.

Thank GOd for everything,everyday.



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Monday, January 01, 2007
1st jan 2007

New year,new beginning..today went home from isaac's hse n caught 2 hrs sleep then went to attend the church worship team retreat.On my way on the 39 bus,i was praying to God,then after my prayer and was abt to reach already,i saw this board from the bus at this bus stop which says,"what would you do if you only had 6 months left?" wow i was like...huh??how come the bus stop have this kind of articles de..i felt that tis qn was speaking to me and reminded me on this 1st day of 2007 to start the yr well and make full use of my everyday to bless ppl ard me if i'm really only left with 6 months to live..Ppl might think aiya...jus a board la..coincidence that u saw or big fuss..but i dun believe that we live each day by coincidence.I believe whatever that happen each day has a reason and is also for us to grow..anyway we sang this song during the retreat..which i wanna share=)

你为何说道路向主隐藏,冤屈主不查问
岂不知道,岂不听见永在的主,祂的智慧无法策度
疲乏困倦祂赐能力,软弱祂加力量,
就是少年也要疲乏困倦,强壮也必跌倒。

但哪等候耶和华的必要重新得力,他们必如鹰展翅上腾,
但哪等候耶和华的必要重新得力,他们奔跑不困倦,行走不疲乏。


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31st dec

Yesterday2006 31st dec, was our annual church thanksgiving.4 yrs ago i had faced with many trials..esp in waiting for the uni God had prepared for me in HIs time.I told God that yr that if the next yr u prepare a suitable uni for me and open a door for me then i will share during the thanksgiving of his grace and faithfulness....YEt when it reached 2005 when God opened the door for me to the course which i prayed very hard to go for and at the end of 2005,i went home regretfully that i didnt keep the promise i have to God..which was to share about this unfailing grace..i felt very guilty yet had no courage to share infront of the whole church.......Then kept finding excuses for myself to share the following yr....till last yr 2006,in the beginning of the yr..again i told God that i really wanna share abt his grace thru trials to testify to his faithfulness yet i was struggling....i again went to find many excuses like aiya..since i shared in glowing camp n antioch liao dun need to share to the church la..BUT!tis time,during Rev Ng's prayer,which was, "teach us to be a thanksgiving person and we dun wanna be Wang en fu yi.."then it hit my heart once again!!!!!i cannot continue to hide the gratefulness to God that he had blessed me for so many yrs with all his grace and mercies......then yest afternoon,actually i havent prepare what i was gonna share..until i reached there..and then i wrote down,i dunno where i got the courage after 4 yrs...but i believe it's God's work in me that gave me the courage to go fourth to share how great is he in my life.

So i wrote down my list,then i prayed to God for strength n courage to speak.Before i stood up,my heart was pumping so fast,When i was speaking,God gave me courage,n i could speak naturally without any nervousness...wow..my legs werent shivering lo....haaa..this was my first time speaking infront of the whole church..after i spoke i was very happy n relieved that i finally took the step out to share!!!Thank God..=)

2006 wasnt easy for me like is wasnt for some oso,however i am so thankful that despite everything,God is still in control and his grace is there n we still can hope in Him.that's the greatest gift one can ever receive.

Then it was count down and everyone was praising God for what he had done in our lives!i enjoyed myself during the whole worship session,could sing my heart out to God,hope God was even more happy hearing us singing praises to him.

We ended our supper at holland V and few of us went to isaac's hse to overnight.Had a nice chatting session with everyone including aunty han ying who chatted with us till .4.30am.Learn alot of the sharing oso.

to be continued...


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