going home

Yesterday2006 31st dec, was our annual church thanksgiving.4 yrs ago i had faced with many trials..esp in waiting for the uni God had prepared for me in HIs time.I told God that yr that if the next yr u prepare a suitable uni for me and open a door for me then i will share during the thanksgiving of his grace and faithfulness....YEt when it reached 2005 when God opened the door for me to the course which i prayed very hard to go for and at the end of 2005,i went home regretfully that i didnt keep the promise i have to God..which was to share about this unfailing grace..i felt very guilty yet had no courage to share infront of the whole church.......Then kept finding excuses for myself to share the following yr....till last yr 2006,in the beginning of the yr..again i told God that i really wanna share abt his grace thru trials to testify to his faithfulness yet i was struggling....i again went to find many excuses like aiya..since i shared in glowing camp n antioch liao dun need to share to the church la..BUT!tis time,during Rev Ng's prayer,which was, "teach us to be a thanksgiving person and we dun wanna be Wang en fu yi.."then it hit my heart once again!!!!!i cannot continue to hide the gratefulness to God that he had blessed me for so many yrs with all his grace and mercies......then yest afternoon,actually i havent prepare what i was gonna share..until i reached there..and then i wrote down,i dunno where i got the courage after 4 yrs...but i believe it's God's work in me that gave me the courage to go fourth to share how great is he in my life.

So i wrote down my list,then i prayed to God for strength n courage to speak.Before i stood up,my heart was pumping so fast,When i was speaking,God gave me courage,n i could speak naturally without any nervousness...wow..my legs werent shivering lo....haaa..this was my first time speaking infront of the whole church..after i spoke i was very happy n relieved that i finally took the step out to share!!!Thank God..=)

2006 wasnt easy for me like is wasnt for some oso,however i am so thankful that despite everything,God is still in control and his grace is there n we still can hope in Him.that's the greatest gift one can ever receive.

Then it was count down and everyone was praising God for what he had done in our lives!i enjoyed myself during the whole worship session,could sing my heart out to God,hope God was even more happy hearing us singing praises to him.

We ended our supper at holland V and few of us went to isaac's hse to overnight.Had a nice chatting session with everyone including aunty han ying who chatted with us till .4.30am.Learn alot of the sharing oso.

to be continued...

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