going home

Since sat..have been experiencing like stomach pain..not those cramp pain or gastric pain or those need to shit those kinda stomach pain..duno wads wrong..then yest(tue) went to relief class..then abt end of the day last period suddenly felt very faint n nauseous when i was teaching social studies,tried to ren3 until sch over but realised cannot.felt like vomitting ..i told the class to stay quiet n wait for another tcher to come..den they jus wave n say byebye to me while i chong into the toilet n vomitted..oso diahreoa..dunno isit food poisoning anot.went home to rest den vomitted after eating some grapes..didnt see doc nor take any medicine..rested..n was feeling a little better la..den today time of the month!!Ahhhh=/ cramps again.....haiz.....but thank God the sch didnt call me today..if not i surely would hv terrible day in sch de..den as usual tried not to take medicine until i couldnt bear with the pain liao..den today i took 1 first..it took the whole half a day..to subside the pain...thank God i only need to eat 1..not two this time..
i was just wondering..the cramps really wasted alot of a woman's time..like 4 -5 hrs...n longer if i hadnt taken the medicine......these 4-5 hrs can be used to rush my assignment de.hmm.
But still thankful that i can bear with the pain tis time with only 1 tablet.

Anyway..my sister told me that yest night after i slept..she played tis song"shen de dao lu" from the cd we gave carlson for farewell. Then i suddenly spoke to her in mandarin n said very nice the song..play it play it..right in the middle of the song....den she ask if i was sleeptalking n i replied her in mandarin again that i wasnt..n den went back to sleep.I cant remember she ever played the song..or i spoke to her..obviously i was sleep talking but i wonder how come i can communicate with her wen i sleeping...haa!!!This is the song..one of my fav songs:

神的道路高過人的道路
神的意念高過人的意念
祂的心裡有藍圖祂的時間不錯誤
一步一步帶領你前途
祂立大地的根基
祂讓雲彩空中漂浮
是祂創造生命氣息
是祂應許照顧賜福
神造萬物各按其時
耐心等待必要歡呼啊！。。。耐心等待要歡呼

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