Been zonk out by heaps of work,commitments and exam preparation that i left my blog dilapidated.
nevertheless,still thankful for His sustaining grace and love.
Recently, i'm apt to diagnose myself with GAD(generalized anxiety disorder) which has comorbidity with insomnia.The left bottom of my eye had been throbbing intermittently for 4-5 consecutive days.wonder why...??
Could it be that my eyes are simple too dry with contact lenses on the whole day which is made worse without restful nights?
Been having weird dreams too,
one of those i vividly registered was being forced to marry a guy whom i didnt love.
I can't remember how he looked like, what i recalled was that he brought those usual wedding endowments, the calendar to choose an auspicious date,together with the most horrifying- the seamstress ,to take measurements for the wedding gown. If i'm not wrong,i woke up having some tears in my eyes.

Joint pain,headaches,dark eye rings,all evidence of precocious aging,
a sign of woman's expiry and the heavy traffic of weddings to attend o.o'''

A need to find equanimity.Miss times where i can just be still and alone, to do what i enjoy; reading,baking,practice piano and a morsel of violin...


...which reminds me that i've got to replace the bow.

i'm starting to smell Christmas already(thanks to the erratic thunderstorms and cool breeze)!anticipating Messiah concert and the simple family getaway.Finally can let my hair down a lil.Knitted scarf and leather boots to fall in soon!!=p







Taste of honey;
Love is assiduously doing what is best for the other,
withstands trials and the test of time,
exceeds our expecations of the other,
surpasses falling in love;
always growing in love,
Love perseveres.

Nothing beats the definition of Love which can only be taken from Corinthians 4.13..
and truism that God is Love.

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9:42 PM